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Today was a good day! Kind of, I went out the house finally. I think this has been my second day in a row to step outside the cave I put myself in. I actually saw life for a while lol. I have not written in a while and I know that's not like me to write every 3 weeks or so. Wait that is like me? I have been pretty inconsistent with my blogs, but I have been neglecting my urges to write. Well here it goes

The movies of life has been the hot topic in my life.

I went to see the movie "Star Wars: The Clone Wars". I loved the Jedi Knights lol, I really think I should be one of them in real life. I know I am crazy, but who wouldn't want to be one. You can manipulate people's minds, using invisible force to crush people, have electricity shoot out your hands, and just jump all over the place defying gravity. That's what I am talking about!. I practice a lot of meditation and I see myself as a warrior in white with clear skin made of light filaments, perhaps that's my original origin.

I took a loook at some books today to, comic books on Star Wars and light meditation. There was a book on Remote Viewing, I think I am going to use my mediation settings for that, it had very useful tips on there. :). How enlightening, well I can imagine things, so we'll see what comes about. Hopefully I am disciplined to write down my thoughts and keep myself in Nirvana!

Yesterday I took a peak at "Atlantis: The Lost Empire". I am definitely one of them, they have an affinity for crystals and I have a large gathering of them in a wooden bowl. I should meditate more often, Lemuria is also a place I have probably spent some life times because I came across a site of the Blue-Ray children and it described me very well. It was a precise and to the point , but I know I am a warrior of light came to destroy some old belief systems that serve no purpose in the new world.

Slowly, but surely something new will occur on earth. Not sure what it's going to be but I am starting to feel it more and more these days.

Lately, I've also been hard on my job search ( not really). I tend to trick myself in believing I am trying to find a job long and hard but I've been totally unsuccessful lately. I mean what is truly out there for me, because I am always bored all the time with people and conversing with people that only associate themselves with money. I can't ignore them, because they would get on my nerves even more. I tend to worry about meaningless things, but oh well.

I miss my old life where I got to eat everything and paint. Go to the parks and museums anytime I wanted, where is that life again. Now that I am finding myself more and more these days, I feel that I am going to levitate soon. I am devoting three 20 minute sessions on meditation. Hopefully I'll stick to my regimen. I want to focus on getting out of my labyrinth, because crap keeps coming up keeping me in isolation. I am about tired of it, Saturn should be out of my sign soon, so hopefully things will lighten up after such a thing. Maybe I am not using it's energy wisely enough, but oh well. I made incredible changes, I am just looking for something fulfilling.

Well, this is all I will write, I feel better the more I write and talk about things that will better my future as a General or CEO of a company for large jelly beans lol. :D OK, I'm off to write random words in my small notebook. I love to write !!!! I am going to watch movies tomorrow to!!!. They are so great, well the ones that mean things, not that drama crap about love, screw that. Oh, and Ill raise my job search strength to .02 percent. I hate to work, maybe after I get a job, I can take a lucky girl out on a date finally lol.



Adios Samurais