Sweet Misery - Amel Larrieux - song has nothing to do with what I am talking about but it's nice :D
Today is the day of the Solar Eclipse. New moon is today, so it's a super new beginning. I wish I was in the areas that are able to view it. There is suppose to be a lunar eclipse later on this month as well. I wonder what that means, because having two eclipses are suppose to have some deep spiritual meaning I think. I think it's time to soak up the energies that is provided by the moon presenting it's self in front of the sun.
My days are totally switched around. Instead of waking up at 7am. I wake up at 7pm now and go to bed around 11am. I decided to make that switch instinctively because I wanted to spend more time looking at the stars. Yesterday, I got a glimpse of a UFO. I know it wasn't a plane because it wasn't blinking. I laid in the grass gazing in the stars like I always do, and then suddenly I saw this "Star", or bright dot floating around. It started moving slowly like a plane and then moments later it became very bright and disappeared. A few minutes later I saw a plane in another part of the sky, but it was blinking and moving like a plane. So, that plane confirmed it , that I did not see an ordinary object in the sky. So, neat, I guess my veils are beginning to tear away.
Earlier, I saw a shooting star zoom across the sky. I made a wish upon it and hopefully it comes true. I love nighttime, that's when I feel most alive and relax. I am still incorporating the ideas of being a night dweller instead of moving through out the sun lit days. I get to see the sun rise as well, which is fulfilling to me. The sun wakes during the hours of the dragon, so that's neat! I walked, laid in the grass and just sat there letting my thoughts come together. I really don't do much anyway, because I love living the simple life. It's been 8 days since I wrote my last blog, and It only felt like it was yesterday.
Time is moving at an incredible rate. It's like how can this be without any warning, those that are aware of this. I wonder what they are doing in order to harness this new time speed. It doesn't make sense, but I am glad because I need to hurry up with my mission.
Today I ended up at Books-a-million and gazed across some comics. I took a glimpse at the Mariner, or something. A comic about the King of Atlantis. It was pretty interesting because I figured I had a couple of past lives in Atlantis which seemed very interesting, so I also took a look at you tube videos that spoke about Lemuria and Atlantis, I love those stories. True or not true, I like fantasy anyway. I believe it's true and whats going on in the world is so outdated and boring. War is totally over-rated lol. After that I decided to call on my spirit and imagined myself by the Orion's belt. I started hearing a voice in my head saying. " I am Kamara from distant realms". I know I am a writer and I am suppose to make up a lot of things, then I suddenly heard the sound of water. I didn't freak out though but it was very interesting.
Oh, I decided to apply to the Peace Corp. I am always helping everybody and their momma with problems instead of my own, so why not make my time useful and travel everywhere doing it where it's needed instead of giving my powers to people that drain the crap out of me. No more of that, I promise myself!! . I am single without any offsprings running around. At least I don't think I do lol, I just have myself to worry about. It'll be a good opportunity for a new challenge.I consider it a project to see what I am truely capable of when it comes to spreading love and wisdom, I can learn several languages while I am at it
. I hope they take me in. The only thing that would hold me back is my debt :(. It'll take forever for me to pay it off because of my attitude towards society, I don't want to work a meaningless job and that's all that I see currently. I am still in the releasing of the old beliefs process and it's taking a lot of time, jeez. I just want it to end already, but I figure you can't rush perfection haha.I figure traveling around the world helping people will provide me with enough inspiration to create stories, or perhaps help me with a high level position, who knows. Traveling will give myself a challenge and much recongnition which I need for myself. I am bound to be a bad ass in the future. The numbers says I am cool, with the Life path of 7 I also discovered I have master numbers in my numerology chart. 11 and 22 pops up all over the place. Everyone should google, numerology if your intersted.
Well, I am glad I wrote today, because I always feel good when I write and just let my fingers type away and away. I wonder what kind of thoughts the solar eclipse will bring today because it's wonderful to see those types of things in the sky. It's different, better than seeing rising gas prices in my opinion, or dramatic people worrying about silly things. :p
I have to write two essays for the Peacecorp. That should take like 2 minutes because I type super fast. I need something new and exciting in my life. Come new life, come to me now! I will be kind and generous.
The Lemuria Video I watched:
