Intense Vision

I woke up this morning around 6:15 a.m after having an intense (Vision) remote viewing session that was incredibly weird but very fascinating. I'll get into that later. I also had to pick up my sister and take her to work, which took me out of my usual routine of waking up so late. I'm a kind and gentle soul, so I didn't mind going to get her.

My motivation was to just be helpful and be of service to the less fortunate. Her car had shut down and my mom refused to wake up in the morning to take her daughter to work. There is a reason behind the story that will only anger and confuse people, but I told my sister not to let it consume and to think positive about the situation,or at least try.

I have met many people that have become consumed by the worst case scenario often worrying themselves into a heart attack or a mental break down. I've been in relationship with women that don't let go. A Father that grips the past, like a Raccoon that grips crash in its hands.

I like to think I'm not like the common people, but I just recently got out of a 1 year and 3 month relationship with a girl that I truly admired. I can admit, that I wasn't the most faithful of souls and the relationship felt emotionally gripping and felt blocked from my true self and having to sacrifice my freedom for the sake of the relationship. So even though she claims it's over. I do part of the time, but I'm still reluctant to not contact her. So, Text, call, and whatever.

As a person of small habits. I do know how to break a few habits, slow and little. I formed a schedule that I'm really trying to stick to, to ween myself out of contacting her. It's not something a usual person does, but I'll get the point if I'm constantly ignored. I can't help it sometimes.




This morning, how special I felt. I was able to see my sister off to work. Saw my niece and nephew also. I dropped them off at the baby sitter's house and hugged them and they went off. I gave both of them a hug and then they went into the house. My niece then comes running back out and gives me another hug and says. Uncle J you are warm.

That made me want to get teary eyed. That was definitely a special moment. My nephew always smiles and is happy around me. They will start school soon and I wish them luck. My niece will be in the first grade and nephew will go to the third grade. They remind me of how my little sister and I used to be growing up; sort of. They are some talkative creatures.



Spirituality has always been an interest of mine. Seeking the unknown and being able to see the unseen. The Hawk came to me yesterday. I was thinking about how I could be a model to society when it flew on a tree right in front of me. As a power animal that has always been with me, it appears to guard and protect me whenever I feel the most vulnerable.

What does the symbol mean?

It felt that it meant for me to let go of any baggage and to fly to a place where I can reflect and feel happiness. Although I've spent about 2 1/2 weeks in the U.S.A I'm happy and uncomfortably sad at the same time. I'm happy that I get to eat the foods that I'm used to, but I don't have a car to get around like how I want to. There is the bus and I can learn how to use public transportation one of these days.

The Hawk, Precision,Planning, Strategy, Harmonizing, listening to the omens, visionary skills. To see beyond what I can see. The hawk's number is 14 and my name number equals to 68=14=5. So I really take any type of omen from the hawk seriously. What I do with the knowledge doesn't really appear until I speak with people or do something that people wouldn't ordinarily do.


This morning in the middle of the night. I was able to see things with my own two eyes in the dark. There are moments in time when I am in between sleep and awake, when I can see these images of random things. People making love, machines from the future.

I felt like I was looking into a t.v while my head was under the blanket, seeing all these fabulous images.I felt like I was awakening to some strange power that was given to me by the hawk. Over-time I'd be able to master it somehow and pierce through the veil that keeps us into this reality.

There was a trick to seeing such images. I had to look up-towards my third eye (middle of my forehead) for it to work. And to just watch and not think. As soon as I started thinking I could literally see the background images get lit on fire and burn way. As that happen. I saw the constant flow of purple haze flowing within my field of vision.

Temperance- To Harmonize, To mix, heaven and hell.Self Mastery.
With that said. I'm between happiness, freedom, restriction, and darkness. It'll get better as I light the path with my own life force and light.


Whenever I look at these photos. I there is a noble person in me standing against the wall with a smirk on his face.

The Eagle Has Landed

The Eagle Has Landed

I’ve finally conjured of the energy to write and put down on paper the rush of thoughts that scatter within my brain cells.

I’m finally home in the U.S.A and I’ve been here for two weeks already. After about two weeks is good to control my thoughts and to in the flow of the universe as it always unfolds. The U.S. It’s big, beautiful, and there air is unusually clear and easy to breathe. August is gives HOTLANTA its name. It is incredibly hot out here and I sort of like it.

I had traveled from Seoul to Tokyo, Tokyo to Seattle, Seattle to Pheonix, Pheonix to Atlanta. It took nearly a 20 + hours to arrive. So let’s backtrack and reflect on the first days of my U.S.A trip by starting off with me landing in Hartsfield Airport Atlanta. I landed around 10:15 p.m August 6, 2011 and was greeted by my teary eyed mother after two year and a half long journey. . We haven’t seen each other in that amount of time and it feels good to be around the blood-line every now and again, especially after so long. I started to feel that I was raised by Korean Tiger Wolves.

Throughout the two weeks, I met new people and old friends. Attended a few soccer games, scored five goals and had about 5 assists so far. I shopped for a ton of things food, shoes, clothes, underwear, glasses, hair products, deodorant, the works! I was definitely deprived of all the things I am used to and enjoyed seeing them once again on the shelves of familiar stores like, Walmart, Beauty Supply Stores, and Krogers.

I got time to spend time with my sister and her children. My mother and I met up with her at a delicious Mexican restaurant. My favorite food, so far I gained 300 lbs living off of Mexican food. My mother cooked all of her favorites which included spaghetti with meat sauce, potatoes salad, golden mushroom chicken with cheese sauces. I ordered foods from Zesto ( The greasiest place on the planet). It is famous for it’s ice cream.

I promised myself that I won’t become an American statistic so I planned on working it all off as soon as I gained it. I may have to spend my precious vacation money on health foods and being active. I do pray that the angels watch over me and allow me to go to and fro, injury free.

Over the weekend I got a chance to see my nephew play in his first Football game. He looked good playing and was very active. I saw most of the game. The game had its moments when it was unbearable to watch. Some of the children on the opposing team were 5 times bigger. The parents were extreme fans of their children. You can hear the dad’s screaming at their sons to suck it up. I was lucky enough to play a game where my dad didn’t understand anything about soccer. It’s just not what African American boys do, or did I take a slightly different path.

I took pictures most of the game. They aren’t professional but they will do the job. My little niece loves posing in front of the camera. It’s fun to capture memories of the young ones. I sometimes pick up a photo album of the time I was young and enjoy seeing all of them.

This morning I finally went to church that I attended around the age of 14 or so. I headed to the High Museum. I was so hungry though, I wish I had eaten before I set foot in that place. Zesto’s saves me when I need something quick and greasy to clog the arteries Yum. I asked Koreans where the Kimchi was in the states. They supposing have it all at H-Mart.