DUnno who he is, but i like his theme!
Today was a very stormy day. I did not wake up until 3 pm today. The ascension process is very exhausting, becuase I have the feeling that I am not here in this world anymore but I am going to keep acting like it for the sake of my body. :P Thunderclaps, Lightning bolts, and monsoon like rains came pouring down on the city today. The earth is getting heavy, but she is cleansing herself at all times. It was actually kind of scary to because I kept waking up out my sleep, just incase a torando or something started whiz by, but I instantly casted protection around the house just so that stuff won't happen.
I had a desire to read my Computer Security book and a few others to help motivate me to protect myself and gain my personal power back. Yes, I compare computer security with personal security. Computers are just like humans, but a different expression. There are your spammers, hackers, and others that come into your life to take your resources, energy, spam you with a bunch of garbage just for their sake. In the end it doesn't help you at all, they are just unloading worthless crap on you just for their personal satisfication. I am developing a mental virus protection as I upgrade myself into new realms. I know exactly what to look out for and lately I've been locking down myself waiting for the right time to spring up again. My computer has been my savior for the past year and I am thankful for it. It allowed me to connect with like minded people that have helped me with my long process.! :D
So all day was kind of disturbing for a while, all the crying, the raining, and I met an Asshole that claimed to be a spiritual teacher. He tried to be-little me every time he got. One of the topic of discussion was about working out to increase my brain capacity. He told me working out has nothing to do with developing your IQ and brain capacity. I believe that It did, because it allows the blood flow to your brain to increase and maximizes energy. People can use this energy for anything, I choose it to read and think better.
People brought up IQ test, but I feel that those tests are man made. The ones that are running the country right now don't even have high IQ, the ones with the highest are more likely slaves of society, holding on to their scores ranting about how much smarter they are in comparison. I also, told him it was hard for me to mingle with people and he had the nerve to call me a People Hater, I am like what? So yea, although people claim they are spiritual teachers, does not mean they are of the highest good.That guy was just old and fat probably with a bald head, ugly, I don't blame him for being angry lol? He started going off on other people as well. I bet they know his true colors now, I some how can bring out the worst in people and the best. Lucky me!
Watch out for these false priests, even Popes try to get their freak on with little boys, which is sick but the parents of these children do not teach their kids any better :(. They need to learn to defend their bodies and not let some old wrinkled guy come onto them, its just plain gross!. The lesson I've learned is not to waste my time. I actually told the guy that he bored me and he kicked me out the chat lol. Some teacher, reminds of elementary school, I used to crack on all my teachers because they were boring. Yes, I am definitely a system buster, mainly because I don't give a damn about a lot of things. I am just glad to be alive and I'll work myself around situations using my mind without fear or doubt. The universe always lines it's self up for the best.
I don't claim myself to be this ultimate holy person either, I don't need to be, I am not trying to be a priest, I just like to say whats on my mind whether it's right or wrong. I'll learn! XD. Yea, it was a troublesome day, my friend is sad because she did not graduate in 4 years, she will be graduating in six instead. She kept changing her major and became frustrated. I feel that we don't know what we wanna do with our lives because society has changed so much, there is no way someone can do one thing for the rest of their lives. It's been done in the past but the revolution is here. Multi-tasking at it's finest."Oh, I just saw an orb". I gave her my personal healing session, by explaining that she has done hard work and don't cast what she has learned in the past. She can be a power house in the future with all the skills that she has learned. I feel that a degree is a piece of paper and it doesn't define anyone, an object that is more or less a personal booster letting society know your seirous and motivated about yo STUFF! . School is boring as hell though.
I don't want this to be a long blog. But it was sort of a gloomy day and I played Guild Wars today which was a lot of fun. My D/Me is now a level 15 power house , he jumped 4 levels in the past two days I think? I am not sure, but it's mainly about skills in that game anyway. It's just a lot of fun to have tons of energy and health so that I won't die so easily. Dying is lame! lol Living is great! Only if your hanging with the right crowd, because people make life miserable and I honestly feel that you can catch cancer by just looking at those types of people lol. :P That's just me, I am sensative like that. I only desire to hang out with the cool kids, the litte people are the ones that believe that they are living just to die. The cool ones don't worry about age, dying, and finding there isn't anything to do. You find those people aging a lot less than most.
Here is my Character from Guild Wars!!! (I have two actually, but I'll post him later)
