Journey Towards to FOOD

I wanted to write on this fine night to help me with my journey towards greatness. I don't really have a formal quote or anything to write, but we'll see what comes out of my mind as I write. I usually have pictures on my site, but this crazy webpage is not letting me load any!!

I went grocery shopping today with my roommate. We finally was able to afford food, we decided that we wanted to continue to exist here on planet earth. Instead of buying gas and paying for bills, we were taught in science class that food is energy and we need it. I guess we want to live a little bit longer for now. I actually don't pay for anything, as I transition into Independence, I just need someone to take care of me through my ascension process. People will think I am crazy if I went out into the real world now. But I am not, I do believe in Aliens and washing my hands before I eat ! :) My roommate and I created wonders out of 20 dollars, its a lesson of conservation. I think we passed. Although we brought $21.20 worth of food. ( DAMN TAXES). I am a perfectionist so I was a little upset that I didn't calculate that in, oh well. We have Turkey Bologna to make up for it.

After grocery shopping ,we headed to the dollar Theatre, Actually the movies cost $2.50 on the weekends. :( Why do they call it the dollar movie theatre if the ticket prices aren't a dollar all the time. False Advertisement!!!. Oh well, it was a pretty nice theatre. I missed out on a lot of movies during my transition and I was finally able to see Forbidden Kingdom. I want to be a Traveling Monk now.I want to go on an enchanted journey and become an immortal. So I can conquer worlds and enjoy new sites. The world is such a dull place sometimes. I think the Internet is the best world I've seen so far. What a magical movie that was!. . Owning a big house and fancy cars seems boring. I want to own my powers and manipulate the people that create M&M's so they can deliver free bags of M&M's everyday to my door step. The force is with me !!! But it is a fun movie. I recommend it to anyone. The kid reminds me of myself, I've always had a passion for martial arts and fighting. It's very fun to participate. My favorite PlayStation games are Street Fighter, SNK, Samurai Showdown, and Fatal Fury.

So I think in a couple of my past lives I was a magical fighter of some sorts. Probably was hired to protect, since I like protecting people in and guiding people in this life time. Well actually I quit that, because people don't want help anymore these days. I just hate seeing people destroy themselves over nothing. Oh well, I was told I am only responsible for myself. I am just here to think positive and do whatever I want. Especially since I have the ability to see orbs at random. These bright lights are kind of nice, but they flash at random times.

Martial Arts has been a passion of mine ever since I was a kid. I practice Tae Kwando and received a red belt before moving away into a far distant town. Into hell actually, but that's another story. I was a bad ass, and won 3rd place in my first ever tournament. I didn't do all the yelling, I just focused my energy on my feet. I was pretty strong as well, I remember kicking this one guy through the pad and he had to go throw up or something. I wonder what kind of damage I can do now. I'll probably kick down a couple of trees tomorrow to find out how powerful I am, maybe I lost it. I won't know until I find out. I did read in a Samurai Philosophy that games are a waste of time and a noble man is the one that trains, studies, and trains some more. A leader always has to look good because people will look up to him and follow his noble ways.

I kind of want to watch a bunch of martial arts films today. I played a little Guild Wars finally, I wanted to kind of take myself out this world for a while, and help focus on journeys and quests in the games. It will help me with this life as well. People think games are a joke, but they are actually quite useful, just depends on the games you play. So Guild WARS is not a game haha. There is life and death there, of course there is a restart button but still. The game tallies up the amount of death one has. So that's pretty meaningful, no real funerals but its still sad, seeing your man defeated by goblins that just zapped you with lightning and summon a dead army of flies . Oh well, I think this will be good for me anyway. I've been in serious mode these past days and really not getting anything done. My animal Tarot, told me I need to play a little more and start taking life a lot less seriously. I suppose, but I figured I had to break out of some mental patterns that keep holding me back some how. I am better now.


Damn, I write a lot; I apologize, but oh well. Tomorrow I am going to dive into creating articles and start making some money, so that I can finally buy food! I seriously only live to buy food. I think I am a good writer. I don't have any money on me now and the only way out for me is to write. Gas prices is ridiculously high and I have to use my resources. Which is my laptop, the Internet, and my skills. I have tons of education, I felt that I disrespected myself because I was settling for these low dead end jobs. I am a freaking genius and I can't be messing with small time stuff anymore. I don't have any formal experience, but I know I can do any job I set my sites on. Most jobs are pretty boring, I don't know how many people are bored with their jobs, they get paid to be in jail is how I see it lol. When I find out my worth I will on top of the world. I dissaprove of being bored. Everyday is a learning process anyway, the Internet and library has tons of information on every subject. I in fact picked up a website design page because I want to start bringing more star seeds together. It's fun to create. I also want to create my own free-lance writing web page. Hopefully that'll work out. I want to save money so I can buy a boat and live on it for all eternity. Row my butt to the Bermuda Triangle and check out the scenery, hopefully I'll disappear haha. Well this is enough for today. !!!!! I write to much!!

Scattered Thoughts, Scattered Memories :( Sad there aren't any pictures :(